A prevented happiness

Have you ever said to yourself that you shouldn't be this happy? Or in other words, you've prevent happiness came to your life, and perhaps denying the current happy moment?

I don't know, perhaps out there are people who just wish to see other live unhappy life. But for you to prevent your own happiness it would such a waste. There must be a big reason or a great barrier that prevent to flow of happiness, which makes acceptance is nearly a miracle. Perhaps its a guilt, or another simple nightmare.

But disturbing the flow of genuine or rather natural happiness in your life would be no different than doing it to other. A prevented happiness gives nothing but simple empty self satisfaction to anybody who made it happen.

A Higher Sun

I know that scientists already found planets that orbiting more a single sun (read: star). I wonder if our planet has twin or double suns. Would a day becomes brighter?

Then I am wondering if my heart has two suns, then would my life becomes brighter? Well, I soon put that question aside. I am now quite happy with flickering candle in the dark.

The Hardest Thing

I have thought all this time, that the hardest think above this earth perhaps not a diamond, but to change someone or one self.

When you try to change yourself into a better one, perhaps it will be the hardest thing you ever face. You can fail and fail again, you can run and try again, yet you find that you have move nowhere from where you started.

I don't know, perhaps everything has their own time, or perhaps every understanding need their own moment to knock your heart, in time where a change shall occur naturally. No body know, not even you when you were busy struggling with your own self.

What is Silent

A student comes to his master and asking, "master what is silent".

His master stays still.

The next day, he asks the same question, and the master still stays on the same stillness.

One day he got bored and says, "master why don't you tell me what is silent?".

The master smiles and says, "I did show you all the time, didn't you see it?".

Then the pupil realize his mistake. He only pursued answer but not reality about silent. Something that can not be share, isn't silent - but something that can be share - still isn't silent. By negating all this, there is a silent.

Live Across the Edge

If you are just a small living thing in a strange big world, what you would you do if even the edge is still unknown.

Would you like to try to cross the edge of unknown? Living there so you can see everything that you never see - even when your lifespan perhaps won't permit it.

We are just a small living thing at all. It is nothing wrong neither right by live across the edge.

Temporary Knowledges

Somehow, I wonder, why we are pursuing knowledge, when we know its only for a temporary.

Morning Calmness

Whenever my time to get every morning sunshine a touch, there always a blossom of this water lily. It is my morning sanctuary blessed upon a morning calmness.