Once, I wish to change the world to make it a better place. But then I see, I know nothing about a better place no matter how much I read and learn about it. The world are too complicated we want to draw a red line that connects everyone.
Then, I want to change those around me. So perhaps, this little world around me becomes peaceful and blissful. But then I see, people do not always think the same way as me, do not see the world as I do. And I can not feel the ideas that they feel about this world.
I stop my self to change the world, and to change those around me. The job of an avatar, messiah or prophet doesn't suit me at all.
I don't know how much time left for me. At least for now, I let myself walk with honesty, about how I see the world, how I feel this life. It is my mind that wish to correct the world and those around me, it is my mind that I have to aware of. Awareness of my own mind is the most possibly change.