Do you hear, the first song that wind bring in your morning?
Do you see, the painted wall of hope and smile which nature paved along your dream?
They spell the same sacred verse... which said... I heart you.
Have you asking yourself? What were you fight for?
War, struggle, and everything in the name of a greater name. Paint the world with nothing but a bit more misery.
Have you asked yourself? What were you fight for? Will it create a new life? A new peace? Shall it protect the future?
Would there a future last while your bullets run wild all the time?
Don't worry and don't afraid, just jump in to the life. If you let worry and fear dictate your way of life, you would never enter your own real life, nor you would understand what life is about.
If you were too afraid of coexistence, you shall always destroy those around you, or running away from them if you feel hopeless.
If you were too afraid of differentiation, you shall always make everything look alike and sound alike. You shall push other to life as you like, or condemn those who walk on different cloths.
This fear, has many forms, but only the same fear in the end. So, why would you keep it? I'd say, just take off your fear, and jump to this "muddy" and "frozen" life, you shall find that you capable find clearness and warmth or create one - in time. Since you are the creator beloved sons and daughters.
At least, when you wake up. Always Aware of your surroundings is something achievable. Like cat in the wilderness, never let go the sound that move far beyond the horizon.
Keep the world around you exist on your awareness, but don't take it inside your mind. Let the world outside just stays outside.